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Embodied peace & presence that creates power,
impact & ecstasy

I make what you hide HOLY

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Specifically for multiple‑six and seven‑figure leaders —

outwardly thriving, secretly constrained.

You have mastered your craft.
You lead.
You perform.

And there are moments, quiet ones, 
where you feel the distance between the life you built
and the life you feel possible.

 

Subtle enough to ignore.
Costly enough to matter.

The Sacred Sadist exists to confront the quiet containment that keeps leaders braced,
and restore the conditions for real peace, presence, and power to return.

“Something unlocked that I’d been carrying for decades.” -private client

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Where power gets trapped

Most high-level leaders are not blocked by fear.
 

You are bound by self-control.

Desire is managed.
Truth is filtered.

 

So you can succeed.
So you can stay composed.
So you can stay in control.

 

And it worked.

Until it didn’t.
 

Over time, control hardens into force.

Force turns leadership into labor.

You stay functional, but numb.
Capable, but braced.
Successful, but quietly exhausted.

 

This is the bind.

The Liberation

When the bind releases, something specific happens first:

You stop bracing.

Not collapsing.
Not disengaging.

And when bracing ends, rest no longer feels like risk.
Stillness no longer feels irresponsible.

Peace arrives as permission.
 

From there, presence returns.

Not mindfulness.
Not focus.

You can feel again.
 

Your attention comes back online.

Then energy begins to move.

Not urgency.
Not chaos.

 

A clear, physical pull toward your life.

Your senses sharpen.
Music lands.

Conversation carries charge again.

Relationships reconnect —
without management,
without vigilance,
without effort.

 

And only then does ecstasy emerge.

Not the performed kind.
Not the frantic kind.

 

The kind that comes from life moving through an unobstructed system.
 

You feel turned on by your own existence —
your work,
your decisions,
your direction.

 

You move faster without rushing.
You speak with less effort and more impact.
You trust your impulses because they’re grounded in embodied authority.

 

This is ecstasy in real life —
when power no longer needs force,
and life no longer has to be managed to be felt.

If you are ready to be confronted and liberated, apply below.

“I feel more like myself, and more powerful, than I ever have.”
-private client

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ABOUT THE WORK

Sessions are direct, embodied, and uncompromising — focused on identifying and dismantling the exact internal constraint that distorts clarity, decision-making, and vitality.
 

Through piercing, precise engagement, clients are guided back into embodied truth — where decisions align, relationships deepen, and leadership no longer requires force. What was hidden becomes integrated. What was contained becomes available. 

The result is not self-improvement.

It is internal alignment that holds under pressure.

Your presence carries weight.
Your decisions land cleanly.
And what you build moves the world without costing you yourself.

This is liberation through truth — applied at the source.

 Alara Sage

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I do not guide from theory.
I work from lived, embodied authority.

 

I go where no one else goes.
I mirror your power where no one else can.

 

I hold this work personally —
and I hold those who enter it to the same standard.



The leaders who work with me experience:
 

Before
• Composed, capable, contained
• Successful, but muted
• Clear on strategy, disconnected from self

 

After
• Alive, decisive, internally aligned
• Desire trusted as intelligence
• Authority that doesn’t require force

  • Embodied peace and power

Peace
Power
Ecstasy

“This named what I couldn’t. I didn’t realize how much I was containing until it stopped. The clarity was immediate, and everything moved after that.”
- private client

Alara helped me navigate and clear serious blocks. A month later, I had my record income month and met a partner I feel safe expanding with.
- private client

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